I struggle to live in London♥

I live in Japan now.


this picrue is that I took around neighbourhood.
so I can see beautiful view a lot of place even Japan.
but I think it doesn't fit for me to live....
so I struggle to live in London☆

I'm sad to leave him.

but I'd love to live in London!!

I wento to hopital to meet my grand mother.

I went to hospital to meet my grand mother today.
She has asthma so stay in hospital.
She is eighty-year old.
she has two daughters.so she can been cared by them.

I've been thinking about that I want to have child.
I'm 29 years old not young.
I haven't gotten married yet....
so I think I have to get married until around 35.
and have child.

I have plan to stay in London for two years.
I have to find out my future there.
I hope do it!!

Happy birthday Eric♥

It's his 8th birthday today.
so I made a cake for him☆

I made it hart shape.
the ingredients are egg,wheat flour,milk and honey
and just baked.


He looked very happy♥

I want to get YMS in UK.
but It's difficult to do it...
many Japanese want to get it
so I may not get it....
I'm thinking about another plan  that get in Ireland for woking holiday viza
if I can't get UK YMS viza.

My son♥

I'm going to go and stay in London in a few months so I'll have to leave him...
so I care about him and fondle him every day.

I want to go to London with him but I can't...
I hope I'll get viza that I can live forever in UK and take him and my mother ♥
That's my dream☆

why I want to live in London

I did't know about London at all.
so I wanted to see it by myself.
I went to London two month ago and I realized that so wonderful place.
I thought London is where fit for me!!
so I'm going to stay in London for two years in four monthes.